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For I Am Dead

Country: Belgium, United States, Spain, Language: English, French, 18 mins

  • Director: Patricia Delso Lucas
  • Writer: Patricia Delso Lucas
  • Producer: Patricia Delso Lucas, Al Nazemian

CGiii Comment

A dark and intense film...possibly in need of a little light.

Definitely atmospheric with decent performances. Not bad at all...a bit more passion would have helped!


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The(ir) Blurb...

"I'm finally free. I'm finally myself. And there's nothing left to fear, for I am dead."

Oscar, a middle-aged man, strives to accept his repressed homosexuality.

He was born in a not so distant past, when there was still no sign of electricity or modern technology, when the notion of same-sex love was still an unspoken taboo.

The owner of a wealthy mansion in the middle of the countryside, he now lives alone with the sole company of his unmarried maid and his loyal young gardener, Jude, to whom Oscar longs to confess his long hidden love.

Oscar fears he’s running out of time, as his sumptuous and eccentric way of life has caused him many enemies. He lives surrounded by his deepest demons. His declaration of love to Jude is Oscar’s one last wish.

Tonight, a decision will bring him closer to death than ever...

Cast & Characters

Al Nazemian (as Oscar)
Riggsby Lane (as Jude)
Eszter Popp (as Courtesan 1)
Indira Garcia (as Courtesan 2)
Madeleine Fletcher (as Maid)
Laura Lahera (as Mother)